I got this weird feeling today of complete, utter loneliness. I feel like sometimes I do have a break through when grieving over Shandy and then all of a sudden I have a relapse. My emotions are completely crumbling the foundations of my sanity. I thought of her voice. I better not forget it. I couldn't stand it if I forgot the way she talked and laughed.
Also, I've been thinking of Jaylen. It really would have been amazing to be her godmother. That child would've been so spoiled!
Always and forever,
Angie
Music mood I'm in:
Explosions in the Sky - The Birth And Death Of The Day