Wednesday, November 10, 2010

heart broken

I can't look at pregnant people at all lately. And everytime I watch Teen Mom I get jealous that these girls are alive with their babies, family, and friends.

I just recently had a scare that I might've been with child.  It was terrifying. The only thing I could think of was what Shandy was probably thinking when she first found out she was.

I've just been so heart broken, soul broken, everything just falling apart inside.

I just want to sleep for days and be left alone.  I'm tired of people.