Sometimes there is a loneliness I feel when I'm staring off into the distance. Day dreaming of the memories I have about Shandy. I'm sitting in my office right now, trying to write a paper about Dale Chihuly. All I can think about is a black void.
Seems like every thing in this world has turned upside down and backwards the past 3 weeks. I'm going to start this week off on a good note though. Especially by making sure I at least find one or two good things that I can do that day or appreciate.
I need to shift out of my depressed paradigm.
Mood I'm in now: Fade into You
"I want to hold the hand inside you
I want to take a breath that's true
I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth
You live your life
You go in shadows
You'll come apart and you'll go black
Some kind of night into your darkness
Colors your eyes with what's not there."